texting someone new is always weird.
like how do they feel about all lowercase letters? do they think it looks dumb? do i have to use super proper grammar and punctuation? will they know im being sarcastic when i start abbreviating words? are they a haha or lol person? are they a strict no acronyms kind of person? how do they feel about pet names? what’s their stance on emojis?
i am perpetually haunted by the idea that every second, millisecond, and microsecond of my life could be so different, & i am a mass of possibilities and opportunities forgone. i try not to think about what if last week i fell asleep on the bus and discovered a lonely hilltop just for me, or if at…